My mind knows no boundaries when ur online

for it escapes all reality as it looses focus on da time

Driften from hellos... to fragments of my imagination

for these couple of hours I'm subdued by da magic of temptation

I've been forsaken to know the sweet taste of sin

as slowly my body shivers,and my thoughts live with in

as I close my eyes I can feel you whisper in my ear

I turn back to look but I realize your not here

I shake my head and say... this cant be happening

but I'm loosing all control as I keep on typing

I wish I knew how to put to words what u do to me

so I'll imagine I'm writting this to u as I explain it clearly

I can see u in a distance watchen me while I pull down my hair

as u look at me naked u begin to taste me with ur stare

I ask u to come closer I want to feel ur touch

i breathe deeply as I'm blown away and taken by the rush

ur finger tips slowly disclose secrets my body beholds

as I slowly undress u my sexuality with in me grows

U begin to kiss me upwards from the bottom of my legs

spreading them apart u caress me and my moaning begins

no one has ever taken me the way u do

as my strength is no longer existent I now belong to u

the way that ur tongue plays with each inch of my insides

my body urges to have u I can feel my wetness as it drips and slides

I pull u up closer to my face so i can commence to kiss u

I grab on stronger to ur back and I tell u baby please let me please u

I lay ur back once again on the bed as I start to drop

lower and lower I go

then suddenly I stop

the blood flow increases as it runs through ur veins

as the sweetness of ur juices

drives me wild and utterly insane

ur head is expanding I can feel it in my mouth

as u begin to groan I silently begin to shout

I begin to climb on u I want to feel u deep with in

as my soul falls captive I'm a victim of sin

in all reality I must say the punshiment is worth the price

as our bodys and minds for these past hours became entwined

I'm trying to hold off but I'm about to explode

I'm trying to speak but my words are lost in moans

as these visions seem so true even though their in my head

I want to tell u that I see u much more than just a friend...

...But ur about to sign off now so I guess I'll say goodbye

and I'm looken foward to seeing u the next time ur online...

BLacK M@N caLleD DEATH!!!

Dressed in black and eyes full of emptiness
He walked upon me and touched my face
He whispered words that were unclear
Still not knowing why he was here

His hands were pale and cold as ice
As my soul fell captive with one glance in his eyes
Scared to look beyond his body for I see no reflection
I know the answer but cant understand the conception

I never knew he would enter my life so soon
My tears glisten with the bright light of the moon
I wish I could reject his presence
and this slight amount of pain
My blood stops flowing
and my mind goes insane

It feels like lightning once it hurts the earth
As recaps of my life go back to the innocence of my birth
I wish I could yell but even this he possessed
Little did I know
my body now belonged to the black man... called death

thought on life today

I am at a point in my life that all i can think about is what I want to achieve and if I have the time to achieve it. I know that many people don't always follow any type of religion, (i am one of them) but I do believe in God and the bible. I see how things are in my world today and I just know that the end is soon to be here and I ask myself...when will my time end. It's great to see all the changes that are happening around me but a part of me just feels like it's all to late but then there is a part of me that thinks about the possibility of it's the exact time it's suppose to happen for example... going green, yes it's great that we are starting to take care of the world but why now? is it because our global warming is affected as it is- or is it because we are now living the moment that everything is suppose to work in unison and we are now starting to live the 7 yrs of peace. I find myself in a monitone state of mind. I can't live without thinking about the outcome any more. I used to be so free and loved to live and didn't care about the outcome and as I grow I fear, and as I fear I wonder... if the things that other people are doing are being done because they also fear that the end is near and they want to change everything in order to postpone or change the inevitable or is it all happening because it is suppose to happen... I am in the middle of my Psych. major and it really makes you brake things down and then being liberally spiritual it brakes things down even more. Even if you don't believe in any type of religion pick up a Bible and read the apocalypse...it will make you see things just a little different. and maybe then you could understand where I come from.