....sighs....

(sigh)... love, it's usually the best thing to write about and can also be the worst but what happens when you are just stuck in the middle. I reminisce about the way things use to be and how they have turned out. (Sigh)... I miss those days....yet I think about the future and what life could bring and (sigh)... I find myself smiling once again.(sigh)... how do you separate yourself between mind, body and soul? when the soul feels what the body desires and the body desires what the mind craves.(sigh)... I reflect about all those misinterpretations of love I once had...and how they now affect the love i have today, i feel resentment towards my past because i never knew what love meant back then...(sigh)...how can i escape the memories of being an infant growing up to be a woman without knowing the true essence of pure love. I fear that one day I'll become that same example and the generation to come will find them selves asking the same questions as I.(sigh)... I wish i could put into words how I feel but im trapped in a zone thats unknown,(sigh)... this is my story and I wonder if i stand alone, or do you understand what I mean...(sigh)